I'm so excited. I finally stopped worrying about failing and applied for one of my dream jobs. I have an interview!! Today!! I am so nervous, I have butterflies in my stomach. It's exactly what I need to be doing right now to be taking the steps towards what I want my professional job to be. IT would be amazing! I would be making as much if not MORE than what I made as an accountant!

I am soooooo nervous!!! I am soo giddy. I'm trying to stay calm, collected and get all my stuff together. I'm sort of paralyzed with anxiousness. This is why I always have trouble going after what I want because I'm scared of failing. What if they don't like me, if they don't think I'm qualified enough, if I say something wrong. God! I'm so excited!!!

I'll let you know how it goes once I get back!! So excited!!!

So Marie, how was the interview you ask? Oh, it went ok, I think, I respond. But by the title of this entry you know I'm a dirty liar! It went fantastically!! She loved me! She said if it were up to her, she'd hire me on te spot but alas I have to interview with the direct supervisor.

God that sucks you ask, when will you know. Oh I don't know maybe when they called earlier today to schedule it for this Sunday! I am meeting them on Sunday for about an hour. If they like me, I might start as early as next week. I am sooo psyched!!

I'm still a little anxious to say exactly what the job is, being superstitious about that but it is exactly the stepping stone I need to start my professional career. It would be perfect, I'd be making just a little less than Heidi so I won't feel like such a leech anymore. (One of the reasons I have not posted recently) I've been really really dry financially this past month or so. So this would be great to get our lives back on track to what I see our futures holding for us. YAY!

Thank you for the good thoughts and for the kind words. It's so refreshing to be looking forward for stuff!